Money and A's.

It's a friday! Fridays are my day to make MONEY, to make BANK, to work a double and get that GREEN!

I love making money. Money in my pocket, is there any better talisman to ward off sickness and death? Nopers.

I have this big research paper due tuesday, and I'm struggling with perfectionism. You may take away from this that I have the paper done and am endlessly editing and proofreading the citations. HA. That would be exceptionally helpful perfectionism. No, my perfectionism means I avoid working on it at all because I can't find the perfect way to outline it.

And the topic of the paper is actually really engaging, and the papers I've found for it are really interesting, so I'm doing this thing where I put off working on it, and then finally start working on it and say to myself, "Hey! This isn't so bad!"

My mom is gonna leave comments telling me to work on this paper now. That's fine. I do need to work on it.

But I have a good outline now. And I have an awesome bibliography. All you queermos, I got to read Dean Spade for this paper, what what.

I'm just gonna make more and more specific outlines until I just need to add punctuation and it's done.

Also trying to remember I don't need to get all A's for this semester to count. But yes I do. I just really want all A's. I got a B+ on one of my midterms but I think I can still bump that up into an A. If I get a B+ I will be bummed the eff out. I want all A's, I want to be recognized as a therapy prodigy. I want my professors to say, "It's like you've been a therapist for years and years!" I would like that to be a comment on this paper: "Wow, I can tell from your citations you'd be a life changing therapist." You're too sweet, I do what I can.

After the rush of papers and finals in April, I have May off before my summer classes start. I guess I'll spend some time at my mom's farm, and I'd really like to visit Lilydale New York and get a really intense reading of some kind.

Money, success, money, success, adoration, money, success. Mo money, less problems- that's how it works?